Good as new

I feel like a new person. That basically sums up the past week of school and I am liking it very much. Maybe I exaggerate, but I can actually feel happiness radiating from within. Obviously there are still times when I feel exhausted and monotonous and uninspired, because it is just not possible for me to not feel that way, but I truly am happier than I've ever been in a long time. I feel like a better version of who I used to be, perhaps because of the people I've met and the things they say to me. Or maybe because past experiences have taught me hella well. Either way, this is where I want to be, and I hope people will sense that I'm a happier person too. I will still over-worry and be doubtful and quiet at times, but trust me when I say I am doing great, and I will be just fine. I'm ready to learn from whatever you throw at me.

Today I've got my new parka on, and a creative writing class that is worth anticipating, so I think it's going to be a gorgeous Friday. I know this song kinda contradicts my whole monologue up there, but I love it.