Catching light

"I like to know that you think I am lovely, but do you think other things about me? Tell me that I'm smart, that I make you laugh, that you love my creativity, my ambition. Tell me that nobody else has ever made you this happy.

But don't tell me I'm beautiful."

- Don't Tell Me I'm Beautiful | Nancy Mitchell

For a long time I was hung up about you and the past but I have finally learnt to let go and accept that our stars just aren't aligned and are never going to be aligned. We had our turn and I do not regret any part of it (ok well, maybe some of it). So I wish you all the happiness that you deserve with people far more magnificent than I could ever be to you. Perhaps one day we will cross paths again, with new lives, but we'll always have something no one else knows about that'll make us smirk just a little bit. I might still linger a little bit longer than usual when I see your face, or your name pop up, but it's all good. I have lots of unanswered questions but it's time to move on. It's cool.

 

Highly anticipating April.