Falling.

Hiya this is the time of day where everything becomes really groggy and droning I would love to go out and run right now but the weather disapproves sooooo decided to write here :) I hope you're having a fantastic day unlike me. I need my freedom bad. I feel like I'm less motivated now than during prelims but whatever, I'm just trying to pull through sigh look at what o levels have done to me!!! Ok but my wallpaper right now says "radiate positive vibes" so yea daily reminder. Have you ever thought about writing a letter meant for someone but not give it to him/her and just keep it with you until you finally find the courage to do so? Just so you can get your thoughts and feelings out? 

I feel like I've become such a boring person argh though I'd admit fbf has made me more extroverted and outgoing than I used to be which I really appreciate but yeah I'm still boring. It's like studies dominate and consume me. Hate it!! I find myself thinking of all the wonderful things I could be doing instead like going out, getting to know people better, learning a new instrument, working on my drawing skills, working on blogs, baking, getting new albums, buying new clothes and getting inspired etc etc etc 

Please give me strength to carry on :( 

Xx